Things on My Mind
26.10.2008These days I’m scared and excited. Next year at Homofactus Press we will be debuting Femmethology, volumes 1 & 2, and Kicked Out. We were only expecting to debut one volume of Femmethology but we had such fantastic material that we feel obligated to publish both volumes, at the same time. Kudos to Jen Burke, the F’s editor, for her vision in guiding these works to such serendipitous places. That’s why I’m excited.
I also started working out in a Crossfit gym here in Ann Arbor. It’s hard. I’m out of shape and I’m aging. Every time I go I think I can’t make it through, but I do. While I’m working out I’m obsessing about how I’m treating everyone involved in Homofactus Press. Am I being a good leader/boss/facilitator? Am I making a difference? Will it all blow up in my face? And really, who cares, besides me?!?
There’s alot of crap out there about working out and starting and running a business. What I’m learning is to show up. Pretty much everything else is up for grabs.
I guess my expectations of myself have exceeded my own self-imposed limitations. I think that’s a good thing.